when it's dawning outside it feels like one minute lasts a few couple of hours & i'm laying on the too-small, pee-soaked couch & sleep seems so unreachable i end up dreaming of falling asleep.
the clouds dissipate but it's raining inside me. the rain dries off my tears. everything will be okay. "promise" isn't the right word, but it's the first word that comes to mind.